Thursday, April 28, 2005
**Sigh**
Serious case of the blahs today. I'm not really sure why but it is true. I had some up moments but for the most part I'm about ready to resign at life. I suppose I will give a proper two weeks notice though. Took a little quiz, thought it was hilarious and hear are the results.
Also the game was rained out, Wells and Schill are on the DL and BoSox prospects are looking a little grim. They are three games behind the orioles and the hated Yankees are catching up. ACKKKKK!!! But I must now get over the shrinking of my cashmere sweater and find a shirt and a dress to wear in Boston. Maybe some underwear and socks too... Hmmm. I'll probably be back later. Another sleepless night in Tanya land! SCORE.
However a certain someone has begun to convince me that sleep is not an all around bad thing. hmm. very interesting indeed.
 | You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com |
Also the game was rained out, Wells and Schill are on the DL and BoSox prospects are looking a little grim. They are three games behind the orioles and the hated Yankees are catching up. ACKKKKK!!! But I must now get over the shrinking of my cashmere sweater and find a shirt and a dress to wear in Boston. Maybe some underwear and socks too... Hmmm. I'll probably be back later. Another sleepless night in Tanya land! SCORE.
However a certain someone has begun to convince me that sleep is not an all around bad thing. hmm. very interesting indeed.
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Always Heartache for Boston fans.
Watching the top of the 9th inning opening day and it is rough. Tomorrow night, I am just glad I do not have to work tomorrow the Sox can bring this back. Wow. Lot's has happened. Knee surgery, stopped taking my medicine, cycling a little, sent off all stuff for school. I'm really getting ready to go! For real. The question though is what is the more powerful emotion? Fear or excitement. My mom has taken the driver seat a little and is making me an appointment with a psychiatrist to get my medication regulated so I can take it without being a zombie which is good. Perhaps it had something to do with my hysterics over ice cream but who knows. I'm in a depressed phase right now I hate the world, I'm always tired, I have no energy to do anything, in fact it all seems utterly unbearable it is too much! Then of course there are all the yucky thoughts am I worth all this trouble? I doubt it. I just want to give up I have had enough.
