Mis Vida...Ah Chico...

I’m so tired. I have utterly lost my ability to be awake and functional I slept all day today and still I find my self wholly exhausted. In fact I don’t even really have the energy or presence of mind to write in this journal. Every part of my body is tired and I think it best for me to just sleep perhaps forever. I hate the continual rollercoaster ride that has become my life. I am ready to go. So tired it’s another wasted night and it seems the voices have stolen my conversation. I can’t do this.